I have people to talk to at school and stuff, but we never really talk because we are in school and we don't want to get in trouble. Well, I just wish that I could hang out with my friends sometimes, but I don't want it to be troublesome for them. Do you know what I mean? Probably not, but I just feel so lonely when I am at home even though sometimes my dad and my brother are around. It's like I can never really talk to someone about how I feel. The only person I really ever talk to is myself or my friend, Stephan. He listens, but I don't want to make it look like I only care about me. I want him to know that I care about him too. I think Stephan feels lonely sometimes because once we were in this one class together and after we had to switch classes he said he missed me being in the class with him. I just wish... Whatever, No one will read this anyways. I'm going to finish anyways... I just wish me and my friend, Stephan were always around each other. I just miss him when I go home. I want him to always be with me, but the thing is that... I know he won't always be around...